I climbed the stairs to the attic today,

swept away the dust and slowly opened

her old trunk. The tissue paper was yellowed

with age, crumbling , as my fingers tried to

gently  unwrap the treasures I had kept

so many years.

There was the fine linen hanky, trimmed

with elegant lace she always carried for

"special occasions", the purse, strung with

tiny beads, that had held her compact and

lipstick It almost seemed I could still catch the

subtle hint of her rose perfume she always wore.

A pair of  white shoes she had worn only

a few times, yellowed with age now, but still

elegant. And there, still in its soft leather case,

her ivory handled manicure set. And a music box,

as I slowly raised the lid, I was amazed to hear the

soft sounds of "Some Where My Love" .

Her diary, I picked it up, held it close to my

heart, but no, no, I don't open it. Those

were her private thoughts, her hopes, her

dreams, disappointments, and no, they will forever

remain only hers.


I take out the treasures she had left, one

by one. Dresses I could remember her

wearing, some I could not. News clippings from so

long ago, pictures yellowed and faded with age

of people I had never known. A lock of black hair

carefully wrapped in gauze like material.

One by one, I went through her treasures, that

were now my treasures. Treasures that held

memories only for her, or for me.

For I realized as I held her Diary close to my

heart, for me, it was private, personal, not to

be pried into. For someone else it would be

"history", something to be read and then discussed

around the dinner table, how "things used to be."

Her clothes, held up to ridicule because they were

so "old fashioned".  Her perfume, how "quaint"

was the scent.

We each have our memories, our treasures of

times past, of loved ones gone, but they mean

nothing to any one but us.

When we go to our "family attic", our treasures

in a trunk, that is what they are, OUR

treasures, OUR memories, that mean all the

world to us, because they are our past, where we

came from.

But to someone else, they mean little or nothing ,

because to them, without the memory of the person,

they are only "Old Things", to be sorted through

then destroyed.


The things in my Trunk of Memories

may yellow, disintegrate , turn into

nothing but dust as the years pass, but the

memories in my heart, of loved ones,

happy times, will stay with me forever.

And they will, for me, always be important,

never "things" to be discarded.

For they are my past.

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